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billijahHey first billy/lij fic I've posted for comment so go easy but be honest at same time. hope I can fit in here ok cause I'd love to be included with u guys :D
Author – Me
Title – hasn't got one at mo - hmmm ideas anyone????
Pairing – Billy/Lij
Rating – PG at moment later chapters will be NC17.
Summary – Not going to give one because it will spoil it.
Disclaimers – I don’t own them I only wish I did.
Feedback – Please Please Please
No-one expected. Well to a certain degree. Ok some of the cast of lords knew except of course for him. His own family knew. Well he always told Hannah everything anyway. So yeah they knew. But no-one else did. The public didn’t. The fans didn’t. Some of them suspected. He’d read some of their fan fiction on the internet. Although he refused to acknowledge the fact that he had gotten off from it. And anyway they might have suspected but they didn’t know. Plus half of them thought he was with Dominic because they were so close. He loved Dom, yeah loved him a lot, but not like that. He never had, neither had Dom. Dom was like a brother, closer than a brother, but that’s as far as it went.
It was someone else that Elijah was in love with. It wasn’t a person anyone thought he’d fall for. It wasn’t someone he thought he’d fall for. But he had and he was far more special than anyone he had ever dreamed of. The only problem being, Elijah had never told him and now he was in Glasgow with a girlfriend. A bloody girlfriend. Billy had a girlfriend. He had always known he was bi so Bill finding a female partner wasn’t out of the blue. Just him finding someone was unexpected. Not that anyone couldn’t fall for him, Elijah was surprised the whole cast of lords hadn’t confessed their undying love for Billy. But him getting a steady girlfriend had happened quickly. Elijah didn’t even know he had been dating then bam suddenly he had a girlfriend. That was certainly a punch in the stomach. In fact when he had found out he had gone home and done the most girlish thing he could think of, he curled up on his bed and cried. He cried until sleep took him. Then when he woke up throat scratching, he had cried again. Well Dom was always saying he was a nancy pants, might as well live up to the name.
Dom had rang later that day to ask if he was alright. He lied and said he was fine. Dom of course knew he was lying. Dom was trying to help but Elijah ended up snapping at him and they had ended up arguing. Elijah had hung up and the stormed out of the house. He had to escape. He later realised what an idiot he had been and rang Dom up to apologize. Dom of course had been fine with it. They chatted for a bit but avoided the topic of Billy. When Elijah had hung up 25 minutes later he crawled into bed and cried himself to sleep for a second night n a row.
The months past slowing with filming and appearances and stuff but Billy never slipped from his mind. Then the promotions for Return of the King came around and he was seeing Billy more regularly. They’d hung out loads since filming had finished but things weren’t easy with Billy insisting on staying in Glasgow. Him and Dom had begged him to move to the US, Doms reasons being slightly less selfish than his own. But Billy wouldn’t move. And Elijah hated the fact but also loved Billy more for it at the same time.
Doing the premieres had been like they were back in New Zealand again, spending every moment with his Lords family. He had been happy and nostalgic. There were times he wished he had never left New Zealand. He wished he could lock himself and Billy in a trailer in the middle of the country and live forever with him. Just the two of them shutting out the rest of the world. Some times Elijah thought he wished too much.
For a while though he could forget about the fact that Billy had a girlfriend. Well she wasn’t there. The reunion of the fellowship had pushed reality from everyone’s mind. Orli forgot about Kate, Liv forgot about Royston, Karl, David... they all did it. It was how it was suppose to be. Elijah never understood the ones who tried to pull their home reality in their Lords worlds; Sean with Christine, Miranda with Peter, Andy. Billy forgot too. He never mentioned her once. Elijah would never bring it up either. He couldn’t even bare to mention her name. So for a while it was good. Then Elijah had to miss the London premiere and the few after that because of presenting. He hated disappointing his fans but what he missed more was… Billy. The time he could have spent with him when Billy had forgotten about her, but Elijah couldn’t be there. And he hated it. And those few nights he cried himself to sleep as he had done months before.
The days of December had disappeared quickly and suddenly it was the 23rd. Elijah was going home tomorrow for Christmas. He a way he still couldn’t believe he’d moved out. He liked his place though. It wasn’t huge which he liked. If it was too big he would have missed his mom more. At least Hannah was nearby.
He pushed a few more shirts in his case before zipping it closed. He flopped on his bed, he hated packing. Just then he heard a knock on his door. He pulled himself up and made the journey from his room to the front door. He turned the lock and pulled back the door.
‘Hey Lij.’
‘Billy!’
He pulled open the door further so Billy could get through the doorway. He dropped a small bag on the floor and tuned to look at Elijah. His eyes looked tired. Those sparkling green orbs were dull and brimmed with tears. His shoulders were hunched and his hands clenched at the bottom of the black jacket he wore.
‘Billy, what’s wrong?’
Bills tears spilled over and trickled down his cheeks.
‘Oh Bills, what’s wrong?’ Billy said nothing but fell into Elijah’s arms. Lij didn’t ask him again. He knew Billy wasn’t ready to talk. Sobs had overcome him and he was shaking. Elijah tightened his hold on him and rubbed his back soothingly. ‘Sshhhh It’s ok. I’ve got you. I’ve got you.’
Billy had stopped crying and Elijah had had to release him from his arms reluctantly. Elijah was the baby; he was the one that needed looking after. This time it was Billy needing him and Lij liked the feeling of being needed. No, just being needed by Billy. He wanted to look after him and keep him safe from the rest of the world.
Elijah had sat him on the sofa and giving him a glass of water and sat next to him. Billy took a sip and whispered his thanks. He leaned forward and put the glass on the coffee table before curling his legs up on the sofa, lying down and resting his head in Elijah’s lap. Elijah smiled. Although he hated the fact that Billy was upset, he couldn’t deny that he loved the fact that Billy was needing him. He gently stroked Billy’s head running his fingers through his fair hair.
‘Billy, you going to tell me what’s wrong?’
‘She’s gone.’
Elijah didn’t say anything else.
A few moments later he heard Billy’s breathing alter, he had fallen asleep. Elijah leaned his head back and watched him sleep.
----------TBC---------
Author – Me
Title – hasn't got one at mo - hmmm ideas anyone????
Pairing – Billy/Lij
Rating – PG at moment later chapters will be NC17.
Summary – Not going to give one because it will spoil it.
Disclaimers – I don’t own them I only wish I did.
Feedback – Please Please Please
No-one expected. Well to a certain degree. Ok some of the cast of lords knew except of course for him. His own family knew. Well he always told Hannah everything anyway. So yeah they knew. But no-one else did. The public didn’t. The fans didn’t. Some of them suspected. He’d read some of their fan fiction on the internet. Although he refused to acknowledge the fact that he had gotten off from it. And anyway they might have suspected but they didn’t know. Plus half of them thought he was with Dominic because they were so close. He loved Dom, yeah loved him a lot, but not like that. He never had, neither had Dom. Dom was like a brother, closer than a brother, but that’s as far as it went.
It was someone else that Elijah was in love with. It wasn’t a person anyone thought he’d fall for. It wasn’t someone he thought he’d fall for. But he had and he was far more special than anyone he had ever dreamed of. The only problem being, Elijah had never told him and now he was in Glasgow with a girlfriend. A bloody girlfriend. Billy had a girlfriend. He had always known he was bi so Bill finding a female partner wasn’t out of the blue. Just him finding someone was unexpected. Not that anyone couldn’t fall for him, Elijah was surprised the whole cast of lords hadn’t confessed their undying love for Billy. But him getting a steady girlfriend had happened quickly. Elijah didn’t even know he had been dating then bam suddenly he had a girlfriend. That was certainly a punch in the stomach. In fact when he had found out he had gone home and done the most girlish thing he could think of, he curled up on his bed and cried. He cried until sleep took him. Then when he woke up throat scratching, he had cried again. Well Dom was always saying he was a nancy pants, might as well live up to the name.
Dom had rang later that day to ask if he was alright. He lied and said he was fine. Dom of course knew he was lying. Dom was trying to help but Elijah ended up snapping at him and they had ended up arguing. Elijah had hung up and the stormed out of the house. He had to escape. He later realised what an idiot he had been and rang Dom up to apologize. Dom of course had been fine with it. They chatted for a bit but avoided the topic of Billy. When Elijah had hung up 25 minutes later he crawled into bed and cried himself to sleep for a second night n a row.
The months past slowing with filming and appearances and stuff but Billy never slipped from his mind. Then the promotions for Return of the King came around and he was seeing Billy more regularly. They’d hung out loads since filming had finished but things weren’t easy with Billy insisting on staying in Glasgow. Him and Dom had begged him to move to the US, Doms reasons being slightly less selfish than his own. But Billy wouldn’t move. And Elijah hated the fact but also loved Billy more for it at the same time.
Doing the premieres had been like they were back in New Zealand again, spending every moment with his Lords family. He had been happy and nostalgic. There were times he wished he had never left New Zealand. He wished he could lock himself and Billy in a trailer in the middle of the country and live forever with him. Just the two of them shutting out the rest of the world. Some times Elijah thought he wished too much.
For a while though he could forget about the fact that Billy had a girlfriend. Well she wasn’t there. The reunion of the fellowship had pushed reality from everyone’s mind. Orli forgot about Kate, Liv forgot about Royston, Karl, David... they all did it. It was how it was suppose to be. Elijah never understood the ones who tried to pull their home reality in their Lords worlds; Sean with Christine, Miranda with Peter, Andy. Billy forgot too. He never mentioned her once. Elijah would never bring it up either. He couldn’t even bare to mention her name. So for a while it was good. Then Elijah had to miss the London premiere and the few after that because of presenting. He hated disappointing his fans but what he missed more was… Billy. The time he could have spent with him when Billy had forgotten about her, but Elijah couldn’t be there. And he hated it. And those few nights he cried himself to sleep as he had done months before.
The days of December had disappeared quickly and suddenly it was the 23rd. Elijah was going home tomorrow for Christmas. He a way he still couldn’t believe he’d moved out. He liked his place though. It wasn’t huge which he liked. If it was too big he would have missed his mom more. At least Hannah was nearby.
He pushed a few more shirts in his case before zipping it closed. He flopped on his bed, he hated packing. Just then he heard a knock on his door. He pulled himself up and made the journey from his room to the front door. He turned the lock and pulled back the door.
‘Hey Lij.’
‘Billy!’
He pulled open the door further so Billy could get through the doorway. He dropped a small bag on the floor and tuned to look at Elijah. His eyes looked tired. Those sparkling green orbs were dull and brimmed with tears. His shoulders were hunched and his hands clenched at the bottom of the black jacket he wore.
‘Billy, what’s wrong?’
Bills tears spilled over and trickled down his cheeks.
‘Oh Bills, what’s wrong?’ Billy said nothing but fell into Elijah’s arms. Lij didn’t ask him again. He knew Billy wasn’t ready to talk. Sobs had overcome him and he was shaking. Elijah tightened his hold on him and rubbed his back soothingly. ‘Sshhhh It’s ok. I’ve got you. I’ve got you.’
Billy had stopped crying and Elijah had had to release him from his arms reluctantly. Elijah was the baby; he was the one that needed looking after. This time it was Billy needing him and Lij liked the feeling of being needed. No, just being needed by Billy. He wanted to look after him and keep him safe from the rest of the world.
Elijah had sat him on the sofa and giving him a glass of water and sat next to him. Billy took a sip and whispered his thanks. He leaned forward and put the glass on the coffee table before curling his legs up on the sofa, lying down and resting his head in Elijah’s lap. Elijah smiled. Although he hated the fact that Billy was upset, he couldn’t deny that he loved the fact that Billy was needing him. He gently stroked Billy’s head running his fingers through his fair hair.
‘Billy, you going to tell me what’s wrong?’
‘She’s gone.’
Elijah didn’t say anything else.
A few moments later he heard Billy’s breathing alter, he had fallen asleep. Elijah leaned his head back and watched him sleep.
----------TBC---------
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